HELPLESSLY INFINITE!!!

o nce I wished to do a lot for this world , to become a writer, a thinker, a reformer; I wished to uplift the people who live in darkness. But now, I am no more interested. I have reached a point, from where I cannot move ahead anymore. And the only reason for it is that, the point where I am right now is the ultimate. I do not know to explain this state. May be this state is beyond words. By the way, what are words! They are mere byproducts of an untamed mind. But, when the idea of taming the mind disappears, when the mind itself disappears; what is the role of words? May be this is what they call Nirvana or Enlightenment. Enlightenment! It cannot be that, because enlightenment sounds something far away. Far away in the sense, you feel the factor called time. But, when you have realized the meaninglessness of time and when you start embracing timelessness, how can someone claim, "Now, I am enlightened!"? "Now" is something that falls either under pa